I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did-------
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know--------
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know--------
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..........
Hot mEss
Friday, May 20
I don’t know what to do, so I just keep moving. I don’t make any changes, because I don’t know what to change. I’m living in this cycle and the days are only getting longer. I’m writing because it’s better than jumping off my balcony head first, however, I don’t see that being any more painful. I can’t believe that never again will I hear the wisdom of your words, experience that one-of-a-kind charm, hold your hand, push your nose, call you by all your nicknames, watch black and white films with you, listen to your inappropriate jokes, and just have you there, at my reach. If I could see you one more time from a mile away, I’d take it. If I could phone you one more time just to hear you call me “Babaloo”, I’d sacrifice just for that moment. There are so many things that I want to ask you, that I want to show you, that I want to share with you, but never again will I be able to. This pain is so deep, this loss is so great. But I don’t know how to give up, I don’t want to give up, I need to get past the impossible. I was standing in the park with the dog, you always called him a “mangy mutt”, but you loved him. My eyes began to tear and as I felt the wind blow through the hole in my chest, I put my head in my hands. For a moment I could have sworn they were your hands, maybe they were. But that moment was only a moment, and it quickly faded just as you did. It hurts so much, it hurts so unbelievably much. I miss you and I will repeat that for the rest of my life. I love you and I will repeat that for the rest of my life. You’ve gone to see a man about a horse, and one day I hope to meet you at the stables, program in hand.
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